Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 2:22 AM
OH, my god !! i need to pee i need to pee i need to peeeeee !
but i don't know why I'm so damn lazy to get my ass off the chair
Everyone's asleep & i have school in 6hours time which means i only have 4hours to sleep
which means- chances of me waking up & going to school on time is verrry low, SHIT.
I need to find a boyf,
NOW !!!!
So he can stay over every single day & make sure i go to school on time ,
oh wait, I'm graduating soon so i guess i don't need one after all.
Being single is good but the feeling of having someone you like around is, hmmm i don't exactly know how to put this into words but its wayyyy better than good ((:
Anyways, i wonder how some girls can go out without make-up ?!!
i mean, how can they look good without it ?I'm so enviousssss omgg.
without make-up i look like beesai la !
omg so irritatingggg !!):;on a side note,
i miss this so much
ehokay, so now I'm gonna pee, brush my teeth & have a good night sleep
& probably dream of some hot good-looking Korean guy
goodnight world !
love, steph
Saturday, November 22, 2008 @ 12:50 AM
Just got home from godma's place,spent an early surprise birthday bbq for mummyyou guys should see how happy she looked when my sister, brother & I appeared !Omg & i realized i haven't been to school for 3 freaking days, I'm dead. what the hell am i doing man ?( stop partying stephanie chan lishan !!! and yes i am trying to cut down already so, thank you very mucho )
cant wait for 5th dec though , zouk zouk zouk !! for some flesh imp party & its only strictly for invited guest hor, haarr
So anyways in the afternoon, sister followed me to school for lunch & at the same time passed welven bro some stuff.monday is the dateline for our final year project & we are left with what, 2days to complete ?!
where got time, tell me WHERE GOT TIMEEEEEEE !? omg ):; @ Arena, guys behind are the funniest human alive, I feel like punching them now . lolcheez & kim :D [glad you had fun cheez darling & i'm happy for you, haha!];living my life like how it should be
;& I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
love,steph
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 4:25 PM
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 9:17 PM
i miss the partying days with my babies
although its not as many people compared to now but we still had our fun.
things have changed
):
; I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself, T
Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 12:55 PM
Havent had the time to update my blog, yay one more week til i graduate ! :Danyways, i just completed watching "corner with love"
& i'm freaking in love with tatsuo dean fujioka, GO GOOGLE HIM !omg his smile is soooo damn fucking attractive
i bet even guys would turn gay for him, like seriously !!
its been a long time since i felt this way, thanks for loving me tatsuo dean fujioka2years & counting haha wtfi promise to love you with all my heart & soul. keke ^.^ ( i should stop dreaming man)
I'd rate this movie 6.5/10its gonna be 1 already, going for a nice high tea plus shopping with my mum laterso i better bath now before she starts to nag
(:fyi show luo has a cute funny smile & i like barbie hsu's acting. kudos !
Tatsuo dean fujioka,
Everytime i see his face, i'd pause the movie to fantasize him for a long while after which i would end up smiling for hours
my love, hot much ?
the only picture the media post with both of us in it.
just so you know, the whole page is about me & him
about how long we've been together, how we met each other etc.
cant wait to see him again tonight, we're going sushi teh for dinner ! his treat btw
omg tonight i'm in love 0:)
(AHHHHHHHHHHHH here it goes again)what a lameshit boring, makes no sense post, byelove,steph
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @ 1:32 AM
marissa, i love you
classes are so goddamn boring these days, 3 more weeks till i graduate !
the day we helped act in alvins short film :D
Halloween was obviously spent at arena
I'd say it wasnt one of the best nights i had at arena prolly cos it was so damn freaking crowded plus i almost fainted when people rub their sweaty body against mine ! tsk
& not forgetting how - changed
omg i'm starting to get sick of partying, this is so weird
i'm only 18 okay !!!!!
Note: My sister can only drive the car for another 1week plus, after that its back to public transport ): no one to send me to school and drive me around anymore .
omg & school starts at 8 tmr, better head to bed now !
goodnight !
love, steph
a slice of my life.