kink kink :]

2009-01-13T16:11:00.005+08:00

I'VE CHANGED MY BLOG AND I'M NOT TELLING.

ask me for it.
I'll only tell you if i've decided to love you :)
teehee.

love,steph

SCHOOL-LESS JOBLESS

2008-12-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

Night out with the girlies on weds sure is fun
sorry to keep you girls waiting for me for so long !
& the next time we party together please dont get drunk ms wang .
lol

love,steph

“I can only conclude that worse than hunger or thirst, worst than being unemployed, unhappy in love or defeated and in despair, far worse than any or all of those things, is a feeling that no one, absolutely no one, cares about us.”

UPDATES FROM LAST WEEK

2008-12-08T12:26:00.005+08:00

This is what i did this week .

watched part 1 & 2 on one of the nights , ALONE :s

1 litre of tears, & I sure did cry a litre of tears
its based on a true story fyi )':

Sad love story, i think i watched this like 4times already cos my hubby is in it what.
took me bout 3days to finish this show? i know i know, steph power right. hee
Kwon sang woo baby wo ai ni!

Half-way through.
This Kdrama is so funny. I was laughing like mad at 4am this morning.

Our fav choco bread, bus-rides, town & laughing sessions which made us tear like mad.
And also the day i finally met sam & mable darling :D

friday, zouk for some event then to st james.
And sara came down zouk to find me for a bit. havent seen her for months !<3
Oh & i saw my mini crush from last year at zouk, zomg cuter with the braces ! ^.^

saturday was a mini bad day, dont wanna talk bout it )):
And sunday is family day as usual.
Thank you mummy for making me laugh like crazy .

Tomorrow is back to school for screening, cant wait to see D friends.
it has only been bout a week or so not seeing them & i miss them already !!
And i hope the cool people will go for the genting trip as planned (:

Oh and today's the 8th, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABLE DARLING !
sorry i couldnt make it yest, but you know i still love you la, horrrr ?
hope you had a great 18.
party together soon okay ! I LOVE YOU MABLE WANG . muacks

ps mable, this is one of the nicer picture taken with you
we must take more okay ! see you soon :D

love, steph

2008-11-24T02:22:00.002+08:00

OH, my god !! i need to pee i need to pee i need to peeeeee !
but i don't know why I'm so damn lazy to get my ass off the chair

Everyone's asleep & i have school in 6hours time which means i only have 4hours to sleep

which means- chances of me waking up & going to school on time is verrry low, SHIT.
I need to find a boyf, NOW !!!!
So he can stay over every single day & make sure i go to school on time ,
oh wait, I'm graduating soon so i guess i don't need one after all.
Being single is good but the feeling of having someone you like around is, hmmm i don't exactly know how to put this into words but its wayyyy better than good ((:

Anyways, i wonder how some girls can go out without make-up ?!!
i mean, how can they look good without it ?
I'm so enviousssss omgg.
without make-up i look like beesai la !
omg so irritatingggg !!):

;on a side note,
i miss this so much

ehokay, so now I'm gonna pee, brush my teeth & have a good night sleep
& probably dream of some hot good-looking Korean guy
goodnight world !

love, steph

2008-11-22T00:50:00.003+08:00

Just got home from godma's place,
spent an early surprise birthday bbq for mummy
you guys should see how happy she looked when my sister, brother & I appeared !

Omg & i realized i haven't been to school for 3 freaking days, I'm dead. what the hell am i doing man ?
( stop partying stephanie chan lishan !!! and yes i am trying to cut down already so, thank you very mucho )
cant wait for 5th dec though , zouk zouk zouk !! for some flesh imp party & its only strictly for invited guest hor, haarr

So anyways in the afternoon, sister followed me to school for lunch & at the same time passed welven bro some stuff.
monday is the dateline for our final year project & we are left with what, 2days to complete ?!

where got time, tell me WHERE GOT TIMEEEEEEE !? omg ):

; @ Arena, guys behind are the funniest human alive, I feel like punching them now . lol

cheez & kim :D [glad you had fun cheez darling & i'm happy for you, haha!]

;living my life like how it should be

;& I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

love,steph

2008-11-19T16:25:00.003+08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

2008-11-16T21:17:00.003+08:00

i miss the partying days with my babies
although its not as many people compared to now but we still had our fun.
things have changed
):

; I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself, T

2008-11-15T12:55:00.001+08:00

Havent had the time to update my blog, yay one more week til i graduate ! :D
anyways, i just completed watching "corner with love"
& i'm freaking in love with tatsuo dean fujioka, GO GOOGLE HIM !
omg his smile is soooo damn fucking attractive
i bet even guys would turn gay for him, like seriously !!
its been a long time since i felt this way, thanks for loving me tatsuo dean fujioka
2years & counting haha wtf
i promise to love you with all my heart & soul. keke ^.^ ( i should stop dreaming man)

I'd rate this movie 6.5/10
its gonna be 1 already, going for a nice high tea plus shopping with my mum later
so i better bath now before she starts to nag
(:

fyi show luo has a cute funny smile & i like barbie hsu's acting. kudos !

Tatsuo dean fujioka,
Everytime i see his face, i'd pause the movie to fantasize him for a long while after which i would end up smiling for hours

my love, hot much ?

the only picture the media post with both of us in it.
just so you know, the whole page is about me & him
about how long we've been together, how we met each other etc.
cant wait to see him again tonight, we're going sushi teh for dinner ! his treat btw

omg tonight i'm in love 0:)
(AHHHHHHHHHHHH here it goes again)
what a lameshit boring, makes no sense post, bye

love,steph

2008-11-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

marissa, i love you

classes are so goddamn boring these days, 3 more weeks till i graduate !

the day we helped act in alvins short film :D

Halloween was obviously spent at arena
I'd say it wasnt one of the best nights i had at arena prolly cos it was so damn freaking crowded plus i almost fainted when people rub their sweaty body against mine ! tsk
& not forgetting how - changed
omg i'm starting to get sick of partying, this is so weird
i'm only 18 okay !!!!!

Note: My sister can only drive the car for another 1week plus, after that its back to public transport ): no one to send me to school and drive me around anymore .
omg & school starts at 8 tmr, better head to bed now !
goodnight !

love, steph

2008-10-30T01:44:00.004+08:00

Mummy is behaving like a little girl at this un-godly hour
its 2am & guess what just happened

m: stephanie ah, you hungry not ?
s: yah a little bit la why
m: lets go down eat macdonalds (:
s: -.- sure you want
m: yah lets go.

& so it was macdonalds supper for us, that explains why i never lost any weight
though i promise i tried eating lesser but yeah it never worked.
guess its partially thanks to my mummy.
Also, i cant sleep now cos i have to wait for the food to digest )):
i'm damn freaking sleepy now.
But on a brighter note, i had a good talk with mummy just now & at the same time update her bout what have been happening in my life :D

Wonder what would i do w/o you,(other than being able to slim down)
you're the best seriously, i love you !

I'm a little disappointed in myself cos i did not attend classes today
only went to school to accompany nas, cam whore-d quite abit though :B

told you i cant resist taking photos right ^.^
( PS; tmr will definitely be a better day, thats what i've been telling myself for the past weeks & it pretty much worked )

love, steph

2008-10-28T22:42:00.006+08:00

The whole of last week felt damn weird la cos time past damn fast.
4days of shoot, party like mad, ikea, supper @ random places, movies @ e-hub, car rides , school etc etc, i'm too lazy to think.

Anyways, i think i should seriously throw my phone away .
its so damn annoying !
everywhere i go, i cannot resist taking photos
now i have like 152789 photos to upload , crap ! & mostly are snapshots of me ^.^
omg i think i'm getting damn boring, i dont know why
all i do is take photos & nothing else
shit shit shit , i've got no life manx, someone make my life happening please !

Halloween is just few days away & i havent exactly decided what to wear yet )):
hope friday will be a blast though, cant wait cant wait !!

told you they are all mostly snapshots of me right , btw there are more, just check my friendster out ! (:
& this is for you my dear sister, thanks for everything,
for driving me around & supper like crazy (yah, thankyou for making me fatter though lol)
for buying me the cute cute crab
for driving me & my friends to eat during break
aiya i lazy to think, but thank you for being you !
i love you, hugs !

*note to self: stop saying damn
love, steph

2008-10-21T02:07:00.002+08:00

Friday & Saturday was awesome, but Sunday had to spoil it all
i dont know what took place or what nonsense you heard from others
& i wonder how could things change overnight , hmm
but my conscience is clear yo so yeah , whatever.
Haiyoooo anyways- , trust is a very confusing word that gives me a terrible headache
so i should stop thinking & live a day at a time & just trust myself right ?
just so you know, i did trust whatever you said okay, tskkk .
how stupid la you stephanie chan lishan !!
Mummy is coming back tmr & i'm not done with the housework yet, crap !
she's gonna naggg , but never mind i kinda miss her nagging at me (:

sister chan's new hair & i wonder how mummy will react to this. lol

the day i never go school (okay actually i think i never go for 3days last week lol)

met jm at bedok for lunch

went to our all time fav place, d airport

eat, walk, talk, shop, bitch, laugh, camwhore . omg & look at my freaking eye bags la !

& jm for lifeeee , i'm seriously not joking here yo.
kthanks j wo ai ni.

& i just pierce my right ear today at bugis with j & mak
how random.

love, steph

2008-10-13T23:42:00.004+08:00

Can saturday's come any quicker ?
cos thats the ONLY time i can *(inserts whatever's on my mind)you, plus get high & not think of any other lameshit ass stuff that are flooding my mind
i hate weekdays cos school is freaking boring now , zZZzz
sitting in class doing nothing; And i mean seriously. nothing. - is pissing me off
maybe cos its the first day of school but that cant be an excuse yo,
Haiyoo, i cant wait to graduate okay ! tsk
but i will definitely miss everyone
omgggg please dont let school be boring tmr
):

this moment is perfect, pleaseee dont go away
love,steph

2008-10-11T14:26:00.003+08:00

woah woah woah woah woahhhhhhhhhh
sup all, i'm back
havent been updating for the longest time ever ,
i've been very busy almost every single day
& i love arena esp with my babies around ((:

let me just update on what happened this week.
helped out with yexiang shoot for a day (sorry couldnt make it for the rest of the days)
eugene brought me for a buffet dinner at raffles hotel followed by 2bottles of wine at wine arcade ( i'm in love with wine fyi)

thursday- arena

friday- out with my ahma, chan siblings went over to her house for lunch then head out to suntec for a movie, painted skin (its a very good show btw cos it managed to make me cry like crazy, luckily there's no handsome boy i tell you)
i love my ahma like mad, she reminds me of dad.
head home around 9, bath & cabbed down to arena.
met up with sherry babe for a bit & i'm quite sad . home with neighbs

saturday- work, not gonna party, shagged !

sunday- shoot

& i start school on monday
damn sad i tell you , i want my hols to last longer ):
BUT on a brighter note,
mummy is going on a holiday next week & apparently uncle will be leaving his car with us
sister, you know i know we know they know
omg ! yay

this is my ahma, she's very vain & i love her very much

wine arcade's toilet

waterfall is damn shiok, one waterfall is able to get you high

thanks for being there when i called you last night, jm for life hugs

love,steph

2008-09-29T00:51:00.002+08:00

Dear god, you're very kind & i love you
so please do not let anything happen to me
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm so worried now
):

2008-09-26T00:05:00.002+08:00

Bugis with jerica & jm

Jm for life yo. wo ai ni

hi babe, its nice talking to you after soooo long, you're very cute hang out soon<3

The nice dress they bought for only 5bucks, what a good deal !

& then we bumped into mister sng (:

randomly went over to sara's place for dinner
laughed like mad
if we are gonna meet tmr, it'd be a damn good thing (only you & i know why hehe)
i love you (:

love,steph

2008-09-25T02:18:00.006+08:00

town with nicole today was all good (:
havent seen her for months
silliest friend i've ever seen, she's damn cute btw
damn aunty, if i was a guy i'll definitely fall for her hahahaha
nicole chai ah, dont so naggy anymore ok
& go for it i'm always behind you <3

This is nicole :

toilet toilet camwhore toilet

my lover for coming 5years <3
I love her cos like what i've mention above she's damn cute

Left town around 10ish
wanted to head home but we took the wrong bus which lead us to the airport
man i love that place
the smell............................. is whooopidu man
look at the new playground at T3

nicole chai ah, your camera skill is not very good, seriously

Overall, we had a great time spent together & the massive catch up session was good
oh what would i do w/o you cutie pie ^.^ hehee
miss those secondary school days where we just talk bout nothing but korean men !
Steamboat next week, muacks

love, steph

2008-09-21T23:03:00.006+08:00

caught this freaking awesome show on HBO
very touching & meaningful
plus it is based on a true story my goodness damn inspiring
if you guys havent watched it, please do .
This is tiffany btw, havent seen her for 4years & last night i finally did :D

; I love Saturday's , meeting new friends makes me thrilled ((:

love, steph

2008-09-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

hello beautiful, i'm so glad you finally belong to me :D
(though you caused a hole in my pocket)
& i'm still trying to get the hang of you
oh did i mention that this is the only LG phone i fell in love with ?

yeah so
just now when i had to say goodbye to nokia6280 i felt damn sad.
not cos the phone is fantastic or anything but cos i have like a million of sweet text messages that means alot to me )):
i'm sorry 6280 you were a part of me for 2years & i just want you to know that i am really very very very sad that i had to leave you with that lady who doesnt look as hot as me, i know so please forgive me kthanks

love,steph

2008-09-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

this song is driving me crazy, i've been repeating it over and over again

the lyric is awesome

enjoy

innocence:

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant, It Makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant, It Makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, Don't you let it pass you by

love, steph

2008-09-18T04:05:00.000+08:00

you know i havent been to school for dont know how many million days, i'm so

screwed man =x

today i never go school again

ah well, my hols starts next week & i'll be free *hint hint

shoot went well today , had much fun & laughter with the casts & crews.

one of the cast car is damn shiok i tell you, whoa amen

kkkk i'm feeling super d duper tired now

chatting with bestfriend online

& she's doing some assignment which she includes me in it

so this is what she wrote:

"My best friend from Singapore, Stephanie, knows me inside and out. We have our little fights - but we know we are the bestest of friends, so fortunately, we don't stay mad at each other for long. She understands my painful family history and obstacles I have to go through, and I know that, she too, went through the painful loss of her father. I know that because of her past history, it has shaped her into the beautiful person she is today - someone who treats me like her own kin, and despite her difficulties, she is willing to help me out through anything. I consider myself extremely blessed and fortunate - although I am not the richest, smartest, or luckiest - it is the people that love me that make me appreciate the little things in life, despite the overbearing obstacles. "

awwwwwwwwww tell me, how can i not love her.

she's the cutest thing alive & besides that she's hot oh & we look alike btw haha

bev, you're mine for life

no one will ever be able to replace you in my small mini heart ok !

bestest bubu i will always & forever be here for you just dont fight with me cos of

deodorant (HAHA)

everyday i think of you hoping that tmr would be july all over again cos thats the time

you'll be back in singapore

you know munching on every single food i see in my fridge alone is boring

i need someone to be fat with me

i miss hanuta

i miss tanning

i miss bitching

i miss "buying" but let's stop

i miss our home made ice cream which we never make this year & that upsets me):

i miss watching channel 8 at 9pm over at your place

i miss our 11years old days (yes its been 7years sweetie)

i miss singing "come what may" & danced with the umbrellas over at my house

i miss dancing to "yeah-usher" infront of my old house BIGGG mirror

i miss staying at blk721 & living just next to you which thank god, made us the best of

friends

i miss scaring each other that sadako would appear at our corridoor when we walk

home

i miss you calling me fatty sam soon

i miss us wearing PJ's, put the ugliest make up on then go down the void deck & say

hi to random ppl, that made me pee in my panties, serious no joke

i miss singing songs with you esp our cheena songs , haha

i miss partying with you babycakes, seriously

i miss hitting on old disgusting pervy men with you

i miss exchanging clothes

i miss sitting on the playground swing with you

i miss you scolding me when i eat too much

i miss you scolding me when i'm lazy

i miss you scolding me when i say i want deodorant & you dont want to give me baby,

i just miss you so very very much i'm sad you know,

no words can ever describe how much i care for you & love you

even though you're very far away from me now,

you know that i'm just an email away right :)

please take very good care of yourself & find yourself a boy soon okay

(yes baby, teddy is just fine) so dont be picky love ,

remember i'm always here mmuacks i love you

): i will never forget the fun we had

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE:

B:"hope youre doing well

i miss you

terribly"

awwwwwww this simple sentence made me smile at my computer screen for 10years
(jk!)

hope to see you soon

meanwhile you take good care of yourself

i miss you & i'm always here

love,steph

2008-09-15T23:57:00.006+08:00

omg i just had a crazy conversation with jm over msn.
we were so bored so we decided to entertain ourselves.

x-electroclash says:
hi
x-electroclash says:
im bobby
x-electroclash says:
20/m
x-electroclash says:
intro pls??
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
hi bobby not interest
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
*interested
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
takecare
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
have fun bye
x-electroclash says:
but you look very hot
x-electroclash says:
can i get to know you pls
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
kthanks thats my daughter
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
i'm actually 90
x-electroclash says:
wow the older the better i like old women
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
sorry typo
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
i'm 09 years old
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
= 9 years old
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
sorry my mummy--->
x-electroclash says:
wow younger girls are hot too.
x-electroclash says:
i loikee
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
nah i'm 2years old
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
sorry i lie
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
actually i am god.
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
i dont mean to lie to you
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
paisehh
x-electroclash says:
god
x-electroclash says:
god???
x-electroclash says:
wahhhh thats even better. best damn thing in the world
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
omg paiseh i lie again
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
i am you
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
omg i should stop lying
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
i'm actually a sweet.
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
omg i lie again
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
i'm actually a handphone

If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
omg stop lying.
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
i'm an egg
x-electroclash says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHA cb.
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
If you think you feel good, wait until you feel me. says:
omg cb
x-electroclash says:
cbcbcbcbcbbcbcbcbcbcbc

i dont know why we just cant stop laughing la
ok some pictures of the 4 bitchass who cannot stop getting into trouble with the teachers.
jm:

me:

dont worry nas, i'll never forget bout you:*(sorry mars, i dont have a cu of you yet)

jm mak & me:

these 2 are taken from last year:

I'll miss this: *stayover at my place*

i realise we din take much photos with all 4 of us in it ):

& this is what i call love,
we went through so much together.
from dry chicken noodles to wanton noodles
from smoking in boys toilet with the boys to smoking outside bustop
from green apple fruit juice to avocado juice
from only the 4 of us to many more boys added in the "groupie"
from fat to thin to fat to thin to fat to thin to...... okay let's just stop at thin
from mister willy to mister nic *(HAHA, honey)
from single to attach to single again
from jm's bf motor to car
from last year till forever
i always look forward to school cos of you guys
this is what i'll miss most after we graduate*(plus the boys), babies dont ever leave me okay
mmmmuacks

love,steph

2008-09-13T17:23:00.005+08:00

I am supposed to be working now but canceled cos i'm too lazy
tonight will prolly go arena again or zouk to find my friends.

photos from avril lavigne's concert:
(all edited by my dearest moi<3)

the rosti is damn shiokadoo, seriously

eric's first portrait of sara. hahahaha !

To my dearest friend since 13years old.
we went through so much together.
started in sec 1 when we were so fucking childish,
from quarreling in each other's blog,
to bitching about each other to our classmates then become friends again the next day.
always putting the blame on other people instead of ourselves. haha
eating yu pian mee fen for years already.
laughing at indian boys & making fun of ahlians ( you are one now btw) haha
scolding the prefects in secondary school when they write our names down .
"stealing" things & then staying in the lock up for hours ,
trying our first puff,
getting into trouble together , "dai-ji" was what we called them the last time,
& we'll never fight back cos we're famous for our sacrasm.
your aunty scolding & putting all the blame on me.
but i still love your aunty anyways, cos she's my wu ying jiao !
crying on each other's shoulder to many many more things we've went through.
we both grown so much & looking back, we've been really very childish.
thanks for everything you've done for me
i know i have you to count on no matter what happens.
& you also know i'm always here for you.
bestest ah lian friend for life <3
mmmmuack

love,steph

2008-09-12T01:04:00.006+08:00

Hi bensome, this post is specially for you.
so i dont have to update you bout today ((:
3years & counting mister old boy<3
this is me when you first saw me right, hahaha sec 3 days .
i know i look cute right duh, kthanks .

Okay,
So steph is happy cos mummy bought her a new shoe & cardigan.
((:

School was alright, went location recce with mister sng & ch after school.
took the bus to marisse house to bath & then meet the rest at haji .
dinner with mum & sis was good :D
mini celebration for my sis cos she passed her driving. CONGRATS<3
now you can drive me around
do not complain hor if not i will really punch your nose, no joke .
walked around & wanted to get my phone but still no stock ):
then went to bugis street to meet jm & mak.
mum & sis can communicate very well with the 2 of them lor.
keep laughing & laughing & laughing like mad.-
sis treated all of us ice-cream :D
& i hope my dearest mak is feeling better from her headache she had just now.
i miss babycakes. random i know. but i really do )): *sniffs

some photos taken 2days back at the bustop with mak.

& this is the reason why i'm contented with life (taken last year btw)

&&& plus I miss them ):
can we please meet soon !

love, steph

2008-09-08T22:49:00.009+08:00

IT'S RAINING IT'S POURING & I AM SO HAPPY !!!!!!

I like it when the sky suddenly turns dark
& thunderstorms somehow manage to make me high.
yippppppeee
steph is so happy now
so happy that she could dance around all night long.
rain makes steph & molly happy, right molly :D
heheee

"I am punkkkkk"

"me tooo"

babies day out at town, some random day.

believe it or not we stayed in that toilet for coming an hour.

katong for jm's hairshow.

can you see my mini crush beside me

she wanted to try too, haiyo mak why always so kpo ah <3

ok jm, now why do you look so happy

Jm forced her bb to take too , no choice

yes i know i'm stupid. kthanks

love, steph

2008-09-08T02:06:00.019+08:00

okayyy be prepared for the longest post you guys are ever gonna read.
rub a dub dub your eyes before continuing ((:

Wednesday was the best day of the week.
or prolly the month.
(unless some really hot guy suddenly asks me out on a date)

A press conference was held in school.
screamed like mad.
it lasted for about 3hours then i hurried home to prepare.
cabbed back to school to meet the rest for make up & hair
had a big bus to bring us to vivocity where the gala was held.
everyone looked so B-E-A utiful, serious no joke.
cannot be explained in words. the feeling was, WOW. i dont know.
i really wish time could stand still at the point where we walked down the red carpet.
flashes from the camera's almost blinded my eyes for a moment.
saw alot of people i have not met in the past couple of months
stood around to chit chat with everyone & took lots of photos.
930pm & the movie was screened in every single theater.
It was good, seeing my face for the 2nd time while watching "the days"
when the credit roll was showing, i saw my name appearing & i wanted to cry.
Costume manager- stephanie chan.
((: the feeling is very satisfying okay.

After the movie, we were all invited to st james.
drank & got a little high.
danced around like sluts with my babies & not forgetting the hot actor whom i really adore <3>

press conference

this is yanxin

this is me, duh

suffian is da man !

i'll miss meredith so much ):

i think the guy on the extreme left is kinda cute

taking photo with my honey (man in white)

yeo yan yan is gorgeous & damn friendly

ms christina, the hippiest teacher in ite.

ms karen, she likes fighting with me for my korean man. tsk

bud bud, me, mister sng & half of fiona's face

huiting looked so cute that day ^.^

hi fiona (:

mister sng, the one who's attendance is always 0
& i must give wake up call everyday.
please do not let me wait for you for an hour again, wanker. (LOL)

brother welven tan po chong ! he very ah pek one, likes drinking kopi.
& he's a very good director.

hazwan A.K.A muthu.

they wanted me to take a photo of them but i refused.. so i took myself

can you see that i forced her to kiss me? kink.

ivan, the retard who talks crap.( ohhh right, ignore my fatneck )

justin, the taiwanese looking handsome boy.

derick, the hot actor whom i adore . kink! again.

anthony, ex bf in the movie

mister wang, real ex-bf

sexy nas, i mean sexy steph

seby the teddy bear

boi, Director of the movie A.K.A dad.

Jason ((:

april, she looks like 19years old right

yes bitchass, only know how to camwhore.
NAS LAH, everyday force me to take photo with her if not she'll slap me ):

my mini crush. lol.

my babies will forever be my babies, serious no joke. i love you all from the bottom of my toe.

gallery bar was good !& my eyes are missing.

& so was mos

Alright & then as predicted i did not go school on thursday.
saturday night out @ arena & mos, i'm too lazy to explain what happened but the music was good cos it's a guest dj from japan
my eyes are closing, okay thanks.

&&&&& to end off my entry
I WENT FOR AVRIL LAVIGNE'S CONCERTT.
motherfucking cb she's so goddamn hot, I swear she's the hottest thing alive
i remembered when sara asked if i wanna go i was like,
"huh dont want la i also not crazy over her, dont waste money la"
but after today i'm like OHMYGOD crazy over her okay, tsk
she's so fucking awesome !!!!!
i wanted to die at the indoor stadium just now.
okay from today onwards i am going to try to lose 10kgs asap & drink lots of plain water which is good for my disgusting complexion.
oh not forgetting my fucking fat neck, whats wrong with steph nowadays hur ?
fat pig ! haha.
nevermind i know i will be hot 1 year down the road, thankyou.
& thanks ms moi for everything, i love you so much, mmmmuacks.
ok i'm getting really sleepy
off to swim in bed !

love, steph.

2008-08-27T23:41:00.011+08:00

last friday met up with jeremynicholas.
he came over for awhile & we watched some movie.
bath all then headed down to katong to meet my babies for JM's hairshow.
had katong laksa for dinner which was really shiokaduuu , no joke.
stayed over at cousin's place cos she lives just next to the katong laksa
love her house & her cute indonesian maid who's good in chinese & smokes too.
coolio lor.

saturday was a blastttt !
went to drink with sister, her gf, mother & her friend @ st james.
we played some drinking game & left there bout 11.
headed down to arena, then me & elaine got flyingggg drunk.
i cant even remember myself lying on the floor until my sister told me , embarrassing to the max yo, kthanks.
headed home like 6 & i fell right into bed.
woke up on sunday with a bad bad hangover. )):

this is my mother & my heart shaped face.

elaine baby.

per baby.

My baby, hahaha, just kidding, the DJ's damn hot.

we will never forget our kissing pose, baby wo ai ni <3

I think she likes mine better per.

okay seriously, i was too drunk to remember who this guy was.

she's drunk

& so was i.

tuesday was a very unexpected meeting with eugene.
havent met him in a long while.
we had a great time spent at sentosa.
he brought me around to look at the houses there & its like 30billion times bigger than mine.
sometimes i wonder how these people get so fucking rich .
if only i had 1/4 of what they have , tsk.
i was so depress i wanted to die there, serious no joke.
wine & dine with ciggs by the beach in the car was good.
the whole land was empty so we just sat in the car & chit chatted under the stars.
went for bak kut teh after then he sent me home
thanks for everything.

today was suppose to go for a swim at sentosa with my babies but something happened.
so ended up only me & jm went for a short swim @ tamp.
the weather wasnt a good one to swim in.
):
these photos with JM are random photos taken this week w/o the rest of our babies cos they din come to school.

Jm on the phone with her sexybum

slacking at expo for 3 freaking hours before our next lesson starts.

Ok i know i look mad-
but remember secondary school days, we love pulling our shorts super low so much so that it can see out butt crack ? i find it kinda weird now.

see the wind was so strong it messed my B-E-A utiful bangs lor, walao sian :x

waiting for the rain to stop before going for our swim. bbjm so pwettty !

guess who ?
wahahahahaha
arena on friday instead of saturday !

love, steph

2008-08-25T22:59:00.004+08:00

this is me with perm-ed hair when jm stayed over.
& i really dont know whats the black black stuff covering my eyes & mouth.
weird hur !

& this is saturday at arena,
wait till i receive the rest of the photos then i'll update again.
wine & dine @ sentosa tmr.
(:

love,steph

2008-08-21T23:07:00.008+08:00

Woah i'm so tired.
had class photo taking today
& during the fun shot, some of my dumb classmates pushed us causing dearest nas to fall down
& the worst part was-
she pulled my PANTIES to get up okay ! thankyou iloveyouverymuch for giving me a bad bad wedgie.

guess where we went after school?

yes we went alllll the way to botanic gardens to do location recce for nas group.

one of our fav post.

Brother ben, the one who takes most of the B-E-Autiful photos you see.

yes only 5 of us, the rest dont know go where.

nas pretending to be my "girlfriend". I'm actually a boy in disguise, no joke !

Baby ah baby, i love you 2 so very fucking much

robots

our all time favorite jumping pose.
Kbye

Meeting jeremy nicholas tomorrow !!!!
love,steph

2008-08-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

I've just received all the photos from mak which we took on sat^ wonderful night out .
Only continue viewing if you've got no life okay cos this post will probably take 3years.
serious, no joke !
peace out a town.
:D

waiting for the bus to go town.

brush brush brush

In the bus . (PS: yes i love my toothbrush, baby powder & BIGGGGG comb so much so that i bring them wherever i go )

My jm only meet me to use my makeup lor . baby ah, i'm damn sad): *sniffs

Jm with her sexybum. hi kl !

Yogurts are yummy ! no joke.

whenever we go out, we'll never miss taking the "antm" shot if you realised

I AM ENJOYING TO PRETEND TO BE A SLUT ^.^

Wait.. i probably am.

oh well, i guess i really am<3 *licks all around lips & wink !

The make us look skinnier pose , duh !

My fav indonesian maid pose !

yadaaaaa !!!

steph is having a mini crazy fever.

we got sooo bored , then-

I wasnt actually talking to anyone, it was only to pose for the cam

the *Pretending to text people* look

She wanted to look depress but i guess she failed.

Act blur face1

Act blur face2

fucking happy face1

extremely fucking happy face2

angry face 1

angry sian face2

hahahahah, yes we've got no life.
but i definitely teared so much that night cos we kept laughing.
i love you forever, thanks for always being there for me esp during my darkest moment, you painted my whole world & make it look so colourful ah baby *(speaking showing the steph gesture) haha !
You are my sunshine forever babycakes. <3
Rest of the photos i'll prolly upload on fb soon

Sunday was spent with adam (:
yes i know, going to town on sunday's spells hell, cos all you see is maids & more maids.
But i had fun, thanks for lunch .
met molly for a bit, he is a very nice & sweet guy who is rich like crazy cos he's always shopping& he still owes me a drink. *(now molly, i did not mention anything bad bout you, did i ? :D )
went for cousin's birthday celebration after .

On monday.
production crew headed down to dover to have a sneak preview of "the days" & had lunch buffet with section heads & CEO's from other schools.
everyone please go watch " the days " in GV from 11sept onwards,
it is a very good show.
please show your support ANDDDD- furthermore i'm in some parts of the movie okay :D
In case you're wondering where i could be found at,
you can try your best to notice the countdown scene which is around the beginning of the movie, & which only last for less than a min. CB):
you can see this girl in red , hair tied up, screaming & looking like a crazy motherfucker
yes, thats me, thankyou.
& please stay through out the movies, till you see the credit rolls okay.
notice WARDROBE MANAGER & you will see a really familiar name.
(:
http://www.thedaysmovie.com

yeah thats bout it.
I'm dead beat.

love, steph

2008-08-17T01:39:00.004+08:00

This is gonna be a post whereby i will reply everyone's tag.
cos there's quite abit to reply.
I'm semi-blind you see, so yah.

First & foremost, to my bestie beverly tan.
i love you too baby. thanks for commenting. & we definitely had a good time at barnone what.
laughing our ass off ugly old men ! at least your bestfriend here made you smile.
right ? (: OH & please send me the photos ! i've only received like 1/4 of it.
be safe always A's <3

Mabbb
Meet up la, so you can see my B-E-A utiful hair.
love you mable wang & i always will.
miss you & your nonsense. hehee.

Makneknek
lame lah nas, why call yourself that ?! thanks for 9aug too mother.
you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey........( & the song goes on ) & hurry send me the photos for today lazy bum !

Sara
when can you & eric stop using violence on each other ?!
haiyoooo meet me soon la idiot .
& who says i've got a bf. call me okay then i'll fill you in.
miss eUUU woRxx my ahlian friend !

Molly
Thanks molly (: see you tmr !

Mervyn
You should stop having that thought ! aww you're so cute. heh.

Okay, & i'll update tmr about today's wonderful day spent at town with nasihah !
be prepared cos there's like 14832 photos ! (kidding ! i'm just exaggerating)

love,steph.

2008-08-15T23:55:00.017+08:00

Weds was a memorable time spent.
girlfriend's came over after school to help me get prepared for the date
my oh my, what would i have done w/o you girls.
helping me pick my dress, shoes, blow dry my hair, make-up, thanks for messing up my clothes
& eating all the snacks in my kitchen. *Kink kink
awww i'll never forsake you all, i promise, cross my heart, kiss kiss, i love you 3 so very much.

JM helping me to do the make-up, thanks baby baobei wo ai ni lOrXxxx. hehee

Met b at marina,
caught a movie & he is such a funny person, cracks funny jokes at the weirdest timing.

& I like how he talks , so cute .
awww i know i know. hee

So anyways,
we took very very little ugly photos( & I mean very little ugly photos !)
cos the camera battery died on us, thus I was left with no choice but to use my lousy camera phone,
bare with the ugly photos people !
yes I am really very very sad cos it’s the first time up on the flyer & the camera had to die on us ): ! –pouts .
I wanted to like take lots of photos with him but OH WELLLLLLLL ):
Okay, steph should like stop complaining !

we caught "money no enough2", it was alright.

tickets to the singapore flyer.
( the photos are actually very clear to me, so yes your eyes are the blurred ones !)

These are the only nicer views i caught with the disgusting camera phone.
omg. yes i know damn sad.
so no one should rub it in before i punch your nose okay !

Okay , this is the only photo we both looked nice in.
but i still had to like photoshop it cos i look pretty funny.

love, steph.
;you mean happiness to me.

2008-08-12T22:25:00.007+08:00

yesterday we had no school.
so went down to holland v with JM to do her B-E-Autiful hair for the hairshow .
took her 4-5hours & i was bored stiff, i almost died in the salon ok, serious no joke !
siannnnnx !
anyways, she stayed over my place .
& here are the photos

i'm a duck .

I love the colour but baobei looks like an ahlian LoRxXxxx !

We got bored , hence we decided to take the different emotions on our faces.

This is what we have to buy when we're on low budget & especially when I have a date tomorrow ! (:

Not bad right my baobei roll

JM: baby ah no ghost la.
ME: eee baobei i scared, see so many orbs

i'll upload more when she sends me the rest, cant wait to show you how i look in perm-ed hair.
i really look like a mad ahma man , wahahaha
Kbye.
& wish me luck for tomorrow

love,steph.

2008-08-10T02:45:00.015+08:00

woah, i have like a WHOLE LOT of photos to upload in here.
ok, let me update on what happened for the past few days .

Thursday.
school was a bore. i went all the way to sengkang with mak to try out her new swimming pool.
we took soo many photos & by the time we wanted to start swimming, it started to rain.
what a luck !
therefore, we decided to run in the rain back to her home.
we had so much fun jumping on puddles , getting all wet. :x
oh did i mention the place she stays in is veryy empty. like the roads dont really have much cars.
& plus i'm guessing like in 10mins only 3cars will pass by ? weird freaky place. but it was fun running around on the empty road (:
went for dinner with her family then home sweet home.

The passport photo, dont look like us right ?

Friday.
gave school a miss cos i woke up at like 12 ? yeah i know, steph is a pig !
stayed home till night.
arena was whoopiduu awesome! thanks for coming, B
Weds !<3
(pictures will be up once sis uploads it)

Saturday.
NDP with my babies.
it was gooooood ! we had so much fun & laughter plus the fireworks were beautiful !
The man who used his "big hand fan" as an umbrella was hilarious, he's so cute. haha ( he had a wedgie btw !)
oh & seeing old cute people waving at the minister's with their "Balloon hands" were funny too.
we laughed at almost everything we saw. enjoyable time spent .
went for dinner after, the food at BK eating house is good esp the meesua & meepok ! yummy to the max.
yes, then we started to talk about each other flaws. sometimes i wonder why i have such weird friends but thank god they are my true friends.
i'll always love you girlies so much, oh what would life be w/o you 2 ):
home sweet home after.

haha this is funny , jm wanted to take the fireworks , looks like stars lor baobei !

& that is the man who used his "big hand fan" as an umbrella

wahahah, thats all. i want to sleep for awhile.
love,steph.

2008-08-07T01:49:00.003+08:00

i cut my hair today ! say byebye to 30bucks. ):
oh & i'm going for a swim tmr , at last manx!

boy, i cant wait for weds !

2008-08-05T14:46:00.005+08:00

I did not go to school today cos i woke up at 12.
how pig can i get ?
& i'm missing my girlies.

Days when bestfriend was in singapore.

will upload more when she sends me all, i miss you dearest A's.
Days with you around were much more meaningful compared to now.
i miss walking to your house which includes walking pass our "lover" bridge everyday for 15mins.
I miss dancing with you endlessly on the streets in orchard or anywhere , we were not even embarrassed even though there is a heavy traffic right infront of us la.
I miss kissing you, baby ):
I miss tanning & bitching with you, laughing at ugly guys & hitting on them which was fucking hilarious.
I miss partying with you weekly & not forgetting bar-none.
It was a very memorable time spent with you this year.
parties & more parties !
wait till you're legal next year, we will party even more alright.
Try not to find another, ^fat tongue^ hehee
please be back safe next year!
Love you forever bestest, thanks for being there for me for the past 8 years though we fight over silly stuff like deodorant ! heheee.
I will not leave you alone & promise to be here for you forever ! :D
sorry my english not very good but overall just want to let you know that you still mean the most to me no matter what happens okay A's ?
MUACKS !

love,steph (D's)

2008-08-03T02:02:00.013+08:00

Thursday.

Going to school was definitely a total waste of my time.
Went for d 8AM lesson, but was late.
Oh something random, I cut brother ben’s nail for him &-
mister sng was being kind to give me French toast for breakfast *cooked by his mum & not him fyi* (:

Lessons were dull & boring! Cam-whored like crazy in class, we were so bored that we even started to make up okay, oh & I made them “pretend to sleep” & took a picture of us each. it was damn lame but kept laughing with JM & marisse .

The 3 of us wore slippers. Damn funny I tell you. Aiya, tell you here not funny one.
Marisse got caught for wearing slippers first & JM tried dashing out of class once lessons ended but ms noora still caught her. (Oh you should see how sneaky she tried to be at first, then suddenly she just DASH OUT, hahaha, Iloveyou!)
Being the very lucky me, I ran out at the right time.
I thought I was so lucky so i kept laughing & laughing & laughing then looked at ms noora through the glass, stoned then smiled at her.

Not soon after, guess who walked out? , ms noora lor ! ( CB ) & stared at my feet .
Then you guys can guess what happens next right? Got sent to the section head, AGAIN.
Walao sianxxXxx, I’ve got so much better things in life to attend to k, like hello?! it’s just slippers -.-

Then 3 of us got sent home, initially we thought of going to some random house near school to “STEAL” some shoes & return after use but we decided not to cos firstly, we are good people :x & secondly, we were somewhat happy lor , cos we could then go for our swim earlier:D

Went Marisse friend’s condo.
It was good but the sun was being very naughty. I couldn’t get my tan properly ):
The sauna there is so disgusting i tell you , so many big ants, wanted to kill them all with my cb !
So we basically just had a massive cam-whored session lor.

(more photos but i'm too lazy, look at it in my FB or friendster.)

Friday.

Arena was good ! fucking awesome.
I enjoyed myself so much ! havent felt so free & happy in a long while.
MORE TO COME !!!!!
met many new friends. they were all very nice & friendly, esp the HIP HOP people.
"nice ass" lol. They gave me free lolli :D
drink, drank, drunk. got so super high that i went kissing sister's girl & another girl.
I want baby boy's kiss though.
yeah i wish , i should stop day dreaming man ! hahahaha.
{*sings* with you, with you, with you, with you, with you}
went to eat bak kut teh around 4 ,yums.
Oh, there's this one weird nigga that danced with us all, i wanted to punch him cos he was so disgusting. i screamed & literally ran away from him.
he's so scary i tell you, kneeling on the floor all then trying to kiss us, LIKE, YUCKS ?
eeee, disgusting.
If it was baby boy it would have been a whole lot of difference lor, HAHA !<3

Saturday.

Surprisingly i could wake up at like 8plus for shoot at toni & guys .
it was a long & tiring day.
But was glad i saw conrad there, havent seen him in like forever. miss you so much mister tall man.
still as handsome lor, though you wont see this but MEET SOON ! =))
yeah, some stuff were cocked up towards the showcasing part but aint our fault cos we din even know it was gonna be held outdoors.
dinner with classmates after.
kept laughing like a crazy donkey. really like mad donkey sia, esp MAK-SEHA !
My girls are the ones who always brighten up my day.
Thanks for everthing
& smokehouse production people are like sooo cool lor , love them all !

Sunday.
Which is today.
woke up at like 3pm .piggy me ^.^
went ahkong house for shiokadu dinner cooked by mummy.
met cheez after to accompany her for dinner.
love this silly girl.
cheer up ! :] all the best for everything. hehee.
& I have 2tickets to the singapore flyers at a cheaper price & i wanna go with -!
):

that's bout it for my 4 lovely days.
it was well spent & more to come manx.
cant wait for this coming saturday ! National day, Plus- what else? arena !!!!!
sianxx. having a mini sorethroat now due to screaming too much on saturday night ):
goodnight & goodbye.

love,steph.

2008-07-31T23:29:00.001+08:00

I wanted to update my blog now but due to the lacking of photos from JM & which i highly think that she fell asleep already ):
yeah, i decided to blog tmr & that is if i'm not going to arena.
Goodnight all.

I'm only showing one retarded photo taken today^.^

love,steph.

2008-07-31T00:45:00.000+08:00

FUCKING FUNNY !!!
this dunham guy is good !
thank you mister sng for telling me about this guy.
wahahhaa.
if you guys have the time, watch the terrorist one as well !

gonna head to bed now, for real.
NIGHT
love, steph

2008-07-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Something is seriously wrong with my blog timing.
i cant seem to change it.
everytime i do that, i wont be able to see my entries cos it'd be put as scheduled
hmm, weird.

So anyways, today i din go school cos i woke up late.
like 12plus okay.
alamak pig sia me!
I better start going to school before i get into trouble, i'm so scared that i wanna die.
JK LA !

swim was cancelled due to mak's blood. you know what i mean dont you ??
dont pretend..... ^.^
used the computer, update photos, till bout 4plus then had an unexpected meeting with samantha chia !!
havent seen that girl in like forever.
we decided for dinner at 85 since it's so near us & plus the food is yumms.
sam just plucked her wisdom tooth. & her cheeks are swollen now.
poor girl ): feel so painful for her
anyways, it was a really good time spent with her. talked about almost everything that happened & everything that is happening now.
I found out so many stuff from her & plus i really enjoyed babyyyy !
More to come yes ? more to come.......
alright, shall let the photos do the talkings now.

cam-whored

Couldnt eat much cos her mouth is weird, jk. like i said, her wisdom tooth lor :}

well, D ice-kacang is like $1.20 only lor. & its shiokaduuu man !

never forget my all time fav drink ! (:

love, steph

2008-07-29T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hi all, welcome to my new blog.
i am so thankful to audreyngliting. she's the kindest friend i ever had.
thanks for helping me do this blog ! ^kisskiss^
(:

okay, so a new blog means a new start for me.
the past one month have been a really tiring rollar coaster ride for me man.
happiness, sadness, tears, joys, friends, foes, whatnot..
yeah a month is not very long but i get to experience every single emotions.
cool man #&%(@#!
i learnt new stuff & made new friends:D
& now i'm learning to live by the day.
so glad to have true friends who stand by me esp mak & JM
love you girlies to the maxxxxx ! :D
okay, i'm tired. school starts at 8am tmr but ends at 9am.
how lame, going school for only an hour.
swimming after that, excited like crazy lor, cant wait to get tan, i just wanna die. jk
shall update tmr & upload photos once marisse & bestfriend sends me all the photos.

yeah,
goodnight all.
love,steph

(PS: Some very random photos from the past few months, more to come !!)