ask me for it.
I'll only tell you if i've decided to love you :)
teehee.

love,steph

Night out with the girlies on weds sure is fun
sorry to keep you girls waiting for me for so long !
& the next time we party together please dont get drunk ms wang .
lol



love,steph



“I can only conclude that worse than hunger or thirst, worst than being unemployed, unhappy in love or defeated and in despair, far worse than any or all of those things, is a feeling that no one, absolutely no one, cares about us.”

This is what i did this week .

watched part 1 & 2 on one of the nights , ALONE :s

1 litre of tears, & I sure did cry a litre of tears
its based on a true story fyi )':

Sad love story, i think i watched this like 4times already cos my hubby is in it what.
took me bout 3days to finish this show? i know i know, steph power right. hee
Kwon sang woo baby wo ai ni!

Half-way through.
This Kdrama is so funny. I was laughing like mad at 4am this morning.

Our fav choco bread, bus-rides, town & laughing sessions which made us tear like mad.
And also the day i finally met sam & mable darling :D

friday, zouk for some event then to st james.
And sara came down zouk to find me for a bit. havent seen her for months !<3
Oh & i saw my mini crush from last year at zouk, zomg cuter with the braces ! ^.^

saturday was a mini bad day, dont wanna talk bout it )):
And sunday is family day as usual.
Thank you mummy for making me laugh like crazy .

Tomorrow is back to school for screening, cant wait to see D friends.
it has only been bout a week or so not seeing them & i miss them already !!
And i hope the cool people will go for the genting trip as planned (:

Oh and today's the 8th, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABLE DARLING !
sorry i couldnt make it yest, but you know i still love you la, horrrr ?
hope you had a great 18.
party together soon okay ! I LOVE YOU MABLE WANG . muacks

ps mable, this is one of the nicer picture taken with you
we must take more okay ! see you soon :D

love, steph

OH, my god !! i need to pee i need to pee i need to peeeeee !
but i don't know why I'm so damn lazy to get my ass off the chair
which means- chances of me waking up & going to school on time is verrry low, SHIT.
I need to find a boyf, NOW !!!!
So he can stay over every single day & make sure i go to school on time ,
oh wait, I'm graduating soon so i guess i don't need one after all.
Being single is good but the feeling of having someone you like around is, hmmm i don't exactly know how to put this into words but its wayyyy better than good ((:


Anyways, i wonder how some girls can go out without make-up ?!!
i mean, how can they look good without it ?
I'm so enviousssss omgg.
without make-up i look like beesai la !
omg so irritatingggg !!):



;on a side note,
i miss this so much



ehokay, so now I'm gonna pee, brush my teeth & have a good night sleep
& probably dream of some hot good-looking Korean guy
goodnight world !


love, steph

Just got home from godma's place,
spent an early surprise birthday bbq for mummy
you guys should see how happy she looked when my sister, brother & I appeared !

Omg & i realized i haven't been to school for 3 freaking days, I'm dead. what the hell am i doing man ?
( stop partying stephanie chan lishan !!! and yes i am trying to cut down already so, thank you very mucho )
cant wait for 5th dec though , zouk zouk zouk !! for some flesh imp party & its only strictly for invited guest hor, haarr

So anyways in the afternoon, sister followed me to school for lunch & at the same time passed welven bro some stuff.
monday is the dateline for our final year project & we are left with what, 2days to complete ?!

where got time, tell me WHERE GOT TIMEEEEEEE !? omg ):

; @ Arena, guys behind are the funniest human alive, I feel like punching them now . lol

cheez & kim :D [glad you had fun cheez darling & i'm happy for you, haha!]








;living my life like how it should be


;& I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to


love,steph

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Havent had the time to update my blog, yay one more week til i graduate ! :D
anyways, i just completed watching "corner with love"
& i'm freaking in love with tatsuo dean fujioka, GO GOOGLE HIM !
omg his smile is soooo damn fucking attractive
i bet even guys would turn gay for him, like seriously !!
its been a long time since i felt this way, thanks for loving me tatsuo dean fujioka
2years & counting haha wtf
i promise to love you with all my heart & soul. keke ^.^ ( i should stop dreaming man)


I'd rate this movie 6.5/10
its gonna be 1 already, going for a nice high tea plus shopping with my mum later
so i better bath now before she starts to nag
(:


fyi show luo has a cute funny smile & i like barbie hsu's acting. kudos !

Tatsuo dean fujioka,
Everytime i see his face, i'd pause the movie to fantasize him for a long while after which i would end up smiling for hours

my love, hot much ?

the only picture the media post with both of us in it.
just so you know, the whole page is about me & him
about how long we've been together, how we met each other etc.
cant wait to see him again tonight, we're going sushi teh for dinner ! his treat btw



omg tonight i'm in love 0:)
(AHHHHHHHHHHHH here it goes again)
what a lameshit boring, makes no sense post, bye

love,steph

marissa, i love you




classes are so goddamn boring these days, 3 more weeks till i graduate !

the day we helped act in alvins short film :D

Halloween was obviously spent at arena
I'd say it wasnt one of the best nights i had at arena prolly cos it was so damn freaking crowded plus i almost fainted when people rub their sweaty body against mine ! tsk
& not forgetting how - changed
omg i'm starting to get sick of partying, this is so weird
i'm only 18 okay !!!!!


Note: My sister can only drive the car for another 1week plus, after that its back to public transport ): no one to send me to school and drive me around anymore .
omg & school starts at 8 tmr, better head to bed now !
goodnight !

love, steph

Mummy is behaving like a little girl at this un-godly hour
its 2am & guess what just happened

m: stephanie ah, you hungry not ?
s: yah a little bit la why
m: lets go down eat macdonalds (:
s: -.- sure you want
m: yah lets go.

& so it was macdonalds supper for us, that explains why i never lost any weight
though i promise i tried eating lesser but yeah it never worked.
guess its partially thanks to my mummy.
Also, i cant sleep now cos i have to wait for the food to digest )):
i'm damn freaking sleepy now.
But on a brighter note, i had a good talk with mummy just now & at the same time update her bout what have been happening in my life :D

Wonder what would i do w/o you,(other than being able to slim down)
you're the best seriously, i love you !

I'm a little disappointed in myself cos i did not attend classes today
only went to school to accompany nas, cam whore-d quite abit though :B






told you i cant resist taking photos right ^.^
( PS; tmr will definitely be a better day, thats what i've been telling myself for the past weeks & it pretty much worked )

love, steph